Being Closer To YOU

I notice that i need You more now....
Now that im getting older 'naaaa....not that old'..
I realize that You are the one for me..
Lord Jesus, guide me thru out my life.
I know, i've hurt You so many times...
Now i need You more than ever.
Im not strong enough without You.
You give me Comfort that i need the most.
You light my path.
You provide light during my darkest hour.
I cannot see You, Abba Father...but i feel You.
I feel Your presence.....be with me and guide my Journey, Lord.
Did i ask too much, Father?
Thank You, Father for everything...that You have gave, will give, have done and will do for me. Thank You!

Love Doesn't Hurt

We all know that Love doesn't hurt.
But loving the wrong person does.
Its easy to fall in Love but its really hard to trust someone.
A healthy relationship need Love, Trust and Understanding.
To Love is the easiest but to trust your partner will need years of understanding and faith....
It aint easy.

Heart & Love

Heart & Love.... Two things that i believe.
Heart represent Love and Love is one super-strong & magical feeling!
And thats why i have one small heart shape tattoo to represent LOVE...
~LOVE of my life & LOVE in my life~
Well, i have few tattoos....all of them have heart / love shape but there this one particular tattoo that really make me feel that its one with myself and not just a drawing or ink in my skin.
And i believe.....true love follow you everywhere :)

~ L O V E ~

What is Love to you?

.....Love.....

Do you believe in Love at First Sight?

......Love....

Do you understand Love?

......Love....

Love...when you care for someone & your day are not complete without 'em..in your heart. I do...and always do....

Love is 'give & receiving..' - Faith, Trust, Understanding, Protect & Care..

Would You Be My Stitch?

OHANA!

I love Stitch very much.

Not only because he’s so cute but also Lilo’s guardian angel.

He is Lilo’s best friend, Lilo’s roommate…

And he protect Lilo from Gantu & evil Hamsterviel.. :)

I adore their friendship..and relationship.

If I’m Lilo….would you be my Stitch? ;)

Days at the New Office

After a month & 11days working at the site, i guess... i get used to all these new environment, new people, new colleagues & new friends. I did meet some interesting people here, and we become friends. Its ok..we're just friends...who can resist a very friendly, open-minded friends like 'em :)

I actually like it here...totally opposite than what i've expected. I guess that a good news :) ~ for me.

This 'job' actually make me a better person, i wake up early than usual, now i've time to 'pamper' me'self, looking after what i eat...etc etc etc... bla bla...

Haha! Let see if i can stay more than a year here, Im just a newbie here ;p

This is the view from our office ~

Nice ehh.... :D

1st Day Working at the Site

Today, 11th January is my first day working at the site... First day & first time... New experience, new colleagues & new office.

I haven't meet all the staff here yet but i've meet some...and they're ok.

May be I'll meet some interesting people...MAYBE...

Let see whats gonna happen in few weeks.

Hopefully this is the right decision i've made.

Happy New Year 2012

Hi there...

How do you do? How was your New Year celebration?

Mine ~ Check this out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L7566PBi3LI that's my vid :)

Its been a while i didnt visit / update my blog.

Now Im back!

So.....any resolution for this year?

I do..

Home Sweet Home!

I will have my own Home this year.~ God willing :)

Well, i hope you guys will get what your heart desire & fulfill your dream / dreams.

Lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR, GUYS!

Vacation 8th - 10th April 2011

We reach the resort [Nexus Resort Karambunai, Sapangar Bay, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah] around 5pm.

I went straight to the beach after putting my stuff inside our room.

This photo taken at the 1st day we arrive.

For dinner, we went Salut Seafood Restaurant. At the same time celebrating Aunt [Datuk] Jo's birthday & retirement.

Early morning the next day, after i woke up around 5.30 am, i went out, go to the beach but i cant handle the tiny black mosquito [we called it Agas here] so i know i only sit there for a while.

I sat there.. well, until Wolfie find me there then return to the house.

Before i went inside the house-where we are staying, i took a photo.

I took this photo from the hotel's 'cafe' at main pool area, while taking breakfast. What a nice day to do some 'sunbathing'..

Ahhh.....Sunbathing... i cant say how much i love sunbathing!

Later that day, after taking my breakfast & sunbathing, i take a dip at the house's pool.

Then went to the beach [again] to play with the wave..

Well, im not a good swimmer so i didnt go far.

This is the hotel, never stay there but...i will... one day LOL!

The wave...having so much fun playing with the kids later that afternoon.

Im having so much fun playing 'under' the sun that seem like nothing's else matter. Love the feeling!

I almost dont wanna go back to the city. On the way to the city, we stop by at the Crocodile Farm. This huge mummified croc has eaten a man.... long time ago at Sungai Kinabatangan.

As you can seem from this photo, the croc is around 6-7 meter long...may be, im bad at numbers - Seriously!

There are deers too... and birds, fish...snake..etc etc..

During bright clear day, we usually can see the Mount Kinabalu from this bridge.

One hour later, we arrive home. Home sweet Home.

Hobby ~ Crochet Part 1

Since my sewing machine's broke, i 'converted' my sewing to crocheting... And i like it!

Here are some of my work.

This is my first pattern, Purple Sun Hat.

This is my second hat, Friendly Cap.

This one, i made for my Gammy... i change a little from the original pattern (Friendly Cap).

This yellow headband i make, i wore it to my friend's wedding reception cos her wedding theme is yellow.

Well, thats all for now but more to come! :)

My Hair # 2

I cut my hair last Saturday... Actually more likely 'trim' and not 'cut'... l love my long black hair, but since it lack of hair care product and my hair are so dry that every time i touch my hair tip, feel like im actually touching a thin wire.

So...i decided to trim about 1 inch my hair and buy a hair serum. I hope that serum will 'revive' my hair LOL!

Oh btw, my hair stylist said i look much more 'brighter' and 'cheerful' if i dye my hair brown. But i love my black hair and if i want to dye my hair, it wont be Brown.

Beach Life #3

15th January 2011 ~ Pulau Sapi

Took our pix before we set off to the Sapi Island. Going to the island at 10.45am.

Going back to mainland at 4.00pm. It was sunny, cloudy day...

But it was fun. i enjoy it very much and i wish i can do it every once in a month. It will be awesome!

I have a great, adventurous & cheerful, full of colours friends.

And i had a great day that day!

it was Awesome!

But i need to tone up my body.... seem like i gain weight...again...

Let this activity be my encouragement to exercise. Yes! I shall do that.

And Yes! There will be more Beach Life...

Muchas Gracias, Mi Dios!

Gadget #3

My Christmas Gift from mi Wolfie this year is The Chrono Black ~ Purple In Dark.

Im loving it! Muchas Gracias Mi Wolfie!

Here's my baby!

Too big for my wrist? Yup... Man's watch? Yup...

But still...i love it!

Gadget # 2

My new Gadget ~ SE Satio Bordeaux for me...

Bought it on 28/11/2010

My SE Satio Silver (or i love to call it Chrome) has been stolen (Damn!).

Stolen on 24/11/2010

But im having difficulty to 'adjust' myself with this Beau (Thats what i called it).

Hopefully, Beau will stick longer with me this time.. ~Wishing, Wishing, Praying!~

Palmer's Cocoa Butter Formula ~ Skin Therapy Oil Part I

Yesterday I bought Palmer’s Skin Therapy Oil with Vitamin E, Rosehip fragrance.
Im experimenting on it, it’s a test whether it working on my skin.. My stubborn skin ~ acne scars, chicken pox scars, Cellulite…..etc etc…
Let see… it contains Canola oil (Reminds me of ‘that’ cooking oil), Isopropyl Myristate (Im gonna ‘google’ you up!), Cetearyl Ethylhexanoate (this too!), Sesamun Indicum (Sesame~Ooooh) Seed Oil, Tocopheryl Acetate, Dimethicone, Theobroma Cacao (Its Cocoa) Seed Butter, Fragrance & Rosa Canina Seed Extract (must be the Rosehip Thingy). So, let cross ‘our’ fingers and hope for miracle [Let it work on me!!!]
Let see…..hmmm… from what I read from the internet, they said this stuff are actually good for the skin, they even say they can see the healing result in 3 days, I guess that’s for a fresh scar. So… I think I will use this for a month or few months until I finish these 2 bottles-if I don’t have any ‘allergy’ to it.
But im still wondering if I can use it under my moisturizer or cream for my face, and under my body lotion or sunblock…
Is it safe to mix with other bodycare/skincare product?
As for now, I just use it anytime, put it anywhere on my body…Hah!
Just wait & see..... So, I'll be bak (Terminator slang!)

New Gadget #1

At last i get my "Gadget",
It was SE Satio.....
Thank God for that.

Now i have to learn how to use it.
Seem like its more complicated than Iphone...
Hmmm.....
But Iphone are much more expensive than Satio..

Bought on 12th October 2010,
and start to use it on 14th October 2010...

And im still learning.......

New Gadget?

Planning to buy a New Gadget.
May be SE Satio?
How about a Notebook?
Or Sony CyberCam...
Definitely not DSLR.
Definitely not an Iphone...

but WHY.....?
~ Satio? *BIG Question Mark*
~ do i need a notebook when i have pc? which is i think better than notebook...
~ Camera again? I already have one...well, a bit outdated...but i still can use it to take pix..or vid.

I will know the answer tonight....
Hopefully it will be a very GOOD or better, Great news!

Luv My Bags!

Two days ago....Bought new bag pack! Upgraded from Tropicana Life to Nike but still love my 'old' bag.
After 8years.......at last, i change my bag.
I love simple but comfy-nice-to-look-at bag..
Both 'affordable' bag, not too expensive and not too cheap (cos quality are important!).
Hopefully that Nike bag can last longer than my Tropicana Life.
But i wont throw away my Tropicana bag!

Change Of Heart

The last episode of ‘unwanted’ yesterday~i mean on the 31st of Aug (well, actually i want to post this 'yesterday' but i forgot my password~how can i forget my password? Hmmmm*sigh* too much thinking!), makes me think, do I really […] this person? I have one whole night and one whole day to myself to think about this…and seem like […] there are change of heart… […..] have nothing to lose, if [..] let me go.. and I know I lose almost everything if […..] leave me…but then, I’ll survive…
I don’t want bad ending to our […] but if we cant work it out, then why should we continue that [……]? Seem like it just a ‘Game’… not to me, but seem like it just a ‘game’…
Thinking that I have change of heart, it actually makes me sad…. I desperately to make it right this time but then, im so disappointed and frustrated that all that have to happen…
*BIG Sigh*......i do really need God's guidance in this....

Beach Life #2

18th August 2010, Tanjung Aru Beach, Sabah. Adventure start at 6.35am.
Arrive there at 7.09am.. Then start looking for nice, 'safe' spot.
Then, i found this.. So i set my towel & stuff here.
AND....Lets the pictures do the Talking..
Still early and i guess the Birds are happy to see the sun again, and they must be catching up with each other up there... That make me thinking.... :)

Lying on the beach, i took this 'sun pic'

The 'crab hole'? LOL...

Try to cover it up with my feet.

My Fav GB Star Thong Flip Flop...

There's a 'Jungle' out there... Hahahaha

Ahhh...Love the sky....

Me...doin' my 'faces'.. Duh!

Its 'about' 8am?

Blue sky....again.

[Tree...tree..And tree]

'Someone' walking her dogs.. Nice...!

She found her friend! And also walking her dog.

Blueish sky....

Blueish sky....Again...

[The 'wet' sand]

Its almost 10am....

On the way home......